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Friday, February 29, 2008
shitty talk


ts purely contradicting.
many talk, many lies.
bullshit.
gotta admit...
i havent been true either.
one day escapade wif an old fren.

and wat does it gimme?

a broken relationship.


i dont reali care.

coz i don need a 3 sec man.

seriousli... missy elliot need to do a remix of one minute man...



♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

Wednesday, February 13, 2008
ermmm wats next?


I...
Siti Khadijah Binte Mokhtar, have officially completed my studies at ITE College East Simei in Integrated Logistics Management course. And its like finally over.
haha

2 years of ordeal is over.

and now...
wats in for me?
i realised dat... logistics is just not for me.
i cant handle sitting in front of the screen from 8-5 everyday.
and warehousing looks organised but indeed its MESSY as hell.
So now...
i'm gonna save up some money...
and do a lil bit of travelling wif de gerls.
its gonna be a helluva holiday.

Bout de thing regarding ExBF and me...
The 5 main reasons is...
  1. While quarelling... he took a knife and forcefully handed it to me. practically forcing me to stab him. i dont like violence and dats a scareaway point he earned.
  2. He just cant move on from his past. Evrytime we argued, he would be crawling back to his ex GF. Kaupeh. sibeitahan
  3. 24/7 needless to say. i cant breathe. even de gerls mentioned that "jaja buang kwn"
  4. He's got no backbone. too dependant on me. hasn't he heard of the word INITIATIVE before?
  5. i'm tired of the empty promises. and the parents nagging. and his insensitivity. and i can go on and on if i dont stop dis instant.

needless to say.. it was sweet whilst it lasted... dis quote might sound stupid. or even worse still; CHILDISH.

but come on... i've gotta let out some steam rite.

watS Minnie withOut Mickey?
watS SpOngebOb withOut Patrick?
watS POOh withOut Tigger?
WatS ACIT withOut JAJA...

HE'S NOTHING


and yeah! de pic says it all!
ORD oh!!! hahahaha
step mane punye masok NS jek.

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♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

Sunday, February 10, 2008
INDEED! dis is HILLARIOHLY(katmoz dictionary) HILLARIOUS!


Gua [goo-wah] noun – What some mats
and minahs use to call themselves.
Similar in using “lu” when referring
to others. A legacy that dates
back to the times of Mat Rocks back in
the early 80s.

A common trick that can be played on
Mats is to ask them to translate
the English phrase “Monkey Cave” into
Malay. The mat will then say
“Gua Monyet” (I'm a monkey).

Mat [mat] noun – To the rest of the
world, the word simply means a
Malay guy. But within the Malay
community itself there is a growing
disparity in consensus to its actual
meaning. Popularly, it's used to
denote a guy who converses primarily
in Malay, as opposed to the more
“English speaking” types. Favourites
of the mats include tapered
jeans, trucker caps and weepy Malay
songs with sickeningly suicidal
lyrics.

Matrep [mat-rape] noun – An extreme
version of the mat. In addition to
the usual mat accessories, a matrep
will also come adorned with tattoos
and matching body-piercings in weird
corners of his body.

Minah [mee-nah] noun – An expression
used to denote a Malay female.
Derived from the popular Malay name,
Aminah, which used to be all the
rage some time ago. It was sort of
the “in-thing” to name your
daughter Aminah back in the 60s and
70s. In fact, legend has it that if
you go to Geylang Serai market and
shout “Hai Minah!” at least a
quarter of the makcik population there
is going to turn around and smile
at you.

Picit [pee-chet] adjective – When a
mat tells you to “picit” him, it
does not mean that he is trying to be
cheeky (or gay, if he is talking
to a fellow mat). It simply means that
the mat wants you to call him on
his mobile. What were you thinking?

Relaksuah [ree-lek-soo-wah] adjective –
Official slogan and life motto
of the mats and minahs.

Sial [see- yal ] noun / adjective – A
full stop in every mat's
sentence. Eg: “Tadi aku nampak
accident sial Rabak sial Aku tak bedek
sial Kesian sial” Translation: Just
now I saw an accident (full stop)
It was bad (full stop) I'm not kidding
(full stop) Poor guy (full stop)

In its purest form, “sial”
means “jinx” but mats have refined
the
art of using the word to include it at
the end of their every sentence.
Also comes in the more polite
form “siak” and “siul” for those
who
do not want to sound too crude.

Skank [s-kank] adjective - A favourite
weird-looking dance performed by
mats and minahs. Usually done at any
of the various gigs that mats and
minahs love to congregate at. At
times, you do detect evidence of
artistry in the dance but most of the
time they just look like they've
been possessed by the ghost of a
restless retard.

Sowie [soh-wee] adjective – An
expression of apology used by minahs.
Commonly used in SMS and instant
messaging. Actually they can just use
the word “sorry” like every normal
human being but minahs think that
it will make them sound extra cute to
deliberately talk that way.
Example : “I will be late. Sowie!”

Step [se-tep] adjective – To beguile,
dissimulate or impersonate
something or someone that they are
not. Also commonly used to describe a
fellow mat or minah who acts in an
arrogant manner. E.g.“Kau jangan nak
step tak tahu eh?” Translation: Don't
you dare feign innocence in this
matter. Can also be used as a gerund
e.g. “stepping”. See next entry.

Step Jambu [se-tep jam-boo] adjective -
What minahs do when they are
sitting alone in a train and a group
of mats walk in. It is a general
exercise where the minah “controls”
her facial muscles and posture in
a way that would make her look her
best. This would usually involve
looking incessantly at her handphone
for no particular reason.

Stoppit [setop-eet] adjective – A
general expression of intolerance and
dismay. When a minah uses this phrase,
be very careful for it signals
that she is about to lose her cool or
get very violent.



♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

its all a HUGE question mark


have u ever wondered...
de sacrifices u made for someone...
Are they appreciated?
Or is it just like a passing wind?

When someone gets abusive...
Is it actually care or just plain
torture?

and one final thing...
WAT DOES IT MEAN
When u say u're being true... But all
u did was running back to ur past.

wat am i? a major joke in ur life?

ANYONE OF YOU HAS GONE THRU ALL DIS
AND STILL STANDING STRONG TODAY...?
PLEASE ENLIGHTEN ME.



♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

Friday, February 08, 2008
de unlucky 7


it all began....
07 07 07.
it ended....
07 02 08

Exactly 7 months.
wats with de seven?

Ku Terperangkap Dalam Kabus Yang Gelap
Tak Dapat Bayangkan Diriku Tanpamu
Semakin Hari Ku Semakin Rindu
Hati Yang Terguris Kini Jadi Sendu

Hati Tutup Entah Kerna Apa
Agak Ku Salah Langkah,Tidak Pernah Sabar
Cuba Hendak Mengerti Jawapan Diberi
Filosofi Cinta Sudah Pudarkan Diri
Tidak Akan Sekali Menyusul Kembali
Cinta Yang Diberi Sanggup Kau Menyakiti
Jiwa Raga Senyuman Diberi
Memori Yang Indah Akan Tetap Ku Ingati

Kini Ku Sedar Siapa Diriku Ini
Bayanganmu Ku Sering Termimpi-mimpi
Kata-katamu Hanya Manis Di Bibir
Usah Buat Ku Sering Terfikir-fikir

Oh Mengapa Cinta Kita Berubah
Oh Mengapa Cinta Kita Didusta

Ku Terperangkap Dalam Kabus Yang Gelap
Tak Dapat Bayangkan Diriku Tanpamu
Semakin Hari Ku Semakin Rindu
Hati Yang Terguris Kini Jadi Sendu

Ingin Ku Merehatkan Diri Dari Segala Fikiran
Cuba Menghebarkan Pesanan Yang Bernas Lagi Bistari
Cinta Itu Buta Tapi Tidak Murah Tetap Dilupakan Remaja
Mengapa Dipersiakan Kalau Tidak Rela
Ini Bukan Permainan Ibarat Boneka
Ku Jujur Ku Teguh Tetap Ikhlas Di hati
Tapi Bukan Bayangmu Yang Kudekapi

Oh Mengapa Cinta Kita Berubah
Oh Mengapa Cinta Kita Didusta

Kini Ku Sedar Siapa Diriku Ini
Bayanganmu Ku Sering Termimpi-mimpi
Kata-katamu Hanya Manis Di Bibir
Usah Buat Ku Sering Terfikir-fikir





♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥