i'm very very bored.
work has been a bitch. NOT.
i'm the bitch at work.
i scream like non stop hits la sia.
wakakakaka

and for Sadiq, we are constantly arguing.
I understand he's reali stressed about the trip.
All dis is all last minit plannin.
i dont blame him at all.
but the arguments just get on my nerves.
eeeee geram.
tapi sayang la.
haha

Gramma is back at home!
Yabedabeddooo! i miss her so so much.
:)
And like finally Ryan came.
He's growing up too fast. :(
and too smart.
lol
he's our family lil gem now i guess


wif mum and dad


nakal kan dia


wif urs truly la sey! haha

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

**Steal From Ne-Yo's Mad**

So both of us are mad for nothing
Fighting for nothing
Crying for nothing
When we won't let it go for nothing,
come back for nothing,
it should be nothing
to a love like what we got

I know some times it's gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now
cause' I can't sleep through the pain

boy I don't want to go to bed, mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me

Baby this love ain't gonna be perfect
And just how good it's gonna be
We can fuss and we can fight long as everything is alright
between us before we go to sleep...

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

Duhai Bonda,

apakah salah kami berdua sehingga kami dihukum sebegini?
adakah kerna kami tidak pulang pada hari Sabtu yg lepas?
Paham2 je ah. Payday pe.. mane nak lekat pat ruma kan.
Atau kerna donut yg Sadiq belikan tidak mencukupi?
Mengapa Bonda?
MENGAPA!?!?!?!?

haha
On Sat, went to Istana Menanti wif Sadiq.
Yati n Norman joined us later in the night.
Myself n Sadiq ate like there's no food tomorrow.
Ade org semangat beli kuah Asam Pedas dgn roti sebantal ok.
hahaha check2 roti bwk balek bagi mak aku.
i over ate and me and Sadiq have a farting competiton thruout the night.
lol.

On Sun, had our brunch at BeachRoad.
and den... first time aku nmpk Mee Bakso campor cili sos.
hahaha sedap pe dear??
and we shopped till we drop.
seriously.. PUAS HATI ah....
and i cant wait to see Sadiq in his OshKosh jumper.
confirm cutes bangets. hehehe

dah penat la kan.
we headed home.
Sadiq was showing off his goods to Mummy.
and den bout 6pm... Mummy asked us to "wakil" her to dis CC event.
her fren is performning a dance but she wanted to go shopping instead.
and the tix will be wasted if no one attended.
She said ade LUCKY DRAW.. mkn2 etc.

Sadiq agreed to go la kan.
padahal dia yg mula2 ckp battery dia da flat.

so we cabbed there....
when we reach kan...
we were greeted by....


tu takpe la kan....
My Mum punye "makan-makan" pon bole tahan tau!
makan-makan consist of
1 scoop of fried beehoon
1 piece of siewmai
1 piece of prawn ball
1 chicken drumlet
1 mini tuna sandwich

wakakkaa
makan kene ration joy.


hmmm apart from dat kan....
i was given a crash course to "ahpek n nyonya karaoke"
pecah la siak.
lol

and the last straw..
the show hasnt even ended.
they're already stacking up the chairs.
*smacks forehead*

mind you!
initially we're sitting at more to the front rows.
and tadaa...
kerusi dorang da angkut and behind us is empty!
terok kans.
hahhaa

i wanted to leave already...
but Sadiq being the patient boifren said...

"Ibu da amanahkan kita kan. tunggu lucky draw. tunggu la sampai lucky draw."

and guess wat la eh...

NO LUCKY DRAW!!! hahahah

see... Mummy's revenge.
We're at one stupid CC event. and she... shopping.
hahhaa

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

He's the first ever.
A small gesture.
But i'm very very touched la.

today was hell for me at work.
i've to do billing for F&N trucking.
and it was backdated for 3 months hokay.
and everybody else was busy too.
it was already 2pm and still nobody is going for lunch.
I called Sadiq up and grumbled.
Non stop grumbling.

Automatically he asked,
"nak makan ape dear"

*tandok naek*
i asked for KFC. haha
both for me and Samantha (colleague of mine)

within half an hour,
i'm eating my Bandito.
lol
personal delivery by urs truly Sadiq Hassan.

Even Samantha mentioned,
"Wah Siti, can see dat ur 'laogong' dote on u so much leh"

hehehe dis man of mine
will find all sorts of means and ways to make me fall for him even more.

aku suke sekali oookkkkkk.

and i am so bloody excited.
on the 9th! going for a Melaka trip with the family and Sadiq's coming along too!
definitely i wanna be in Sadiq's ride.
nyahahahaha

come soon. come soon.
please.

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

March... i went for a dental X ray and de dentist said,

"u are one lucky girl. u dont have wisdom teeth"

mepektempeks bodo ni dentist.
i have one out now.
and 2 more on the way.
she punked me sia.
40 bucks gone for an xray which proved the otherwise.

so now... i'm officially wise?

ok la merepek.

A month back, Sadiq and i shared a lappy.
and we take turns la kan bringing it home.
but dua2 dengki ok.
as Acer gamezone gives us a complimentary 1 hour for every game.
we are both racing/rushing to finish every game.
haha busuk hati kaudu/cowdung

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

Dis stupid person is not heartless.
Coz dis stupid person didnt leave u in the lurch to fend for yourself.
If dis stupid person wants to leave from the start, she would and could have done so.
Instead dis stupid person stayed on as her love for you is hard as a rock.
Dis stupid person actuali believed in u.
Dis stupid person is not smart like ur ex's to leave u behind.
Dis stupid person must be very stupid to fall in love wif someone smart; like you.

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

My dearest dad.
Forever full of his merepeks antics. haha
Dats his genes i'm having in me.
his merepeking genes.

Guess wat did he call dis kind of underwear....



some people call it sluar dlm mak mak...
roti prata la....
but its actuali just a normal high cut panty.


but dis dear dad of mine....
called it....

SELUAR DALAM LADY GAGA!!

hahhahaha



hahaha get it lovelies? lol


ketawa ahhhh.
klakar merepek kan kan kan

and i love dis man of mine


♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

the pix from yesterday....






FAT & THIN nyahahaha


Sadiq's Precious


smua nak gi slimming.


the dudes


cute BEARS, PERASAN CUTE, family cute, OBVIOUSLY PALING CUTE

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

helllooo!!!

its 9.30 am on a Saturday morning!
and de lamest thing of all....
i'm working! bah!!!

with 2 hours of sleep only...
my brain is going @*^$*@^*%(#^

i was "FORCED" to follow to ECP last night.
immediately after i knock off from work
tk bagi chance aku balek freshen up pon
i don wanna go coz i was shagged and i dont see de need to come.
furthermore i've sponsored 1 whole big box of lobsters sak.

AJUT MAKELS book a pit and Sadiq became the pit planner.
and was reali reali pissed+bored+tired+verybored+extremelytired


there's a difference between asking for help and taking advantage of people kindness.
i was reali pissed @ AJUT.
true la its his belated bdae pit. and he booked the pit.
but den,
tukang organise Sadiq.
tukang beli barang2 Sadiq.
tukang drive Sadiq.
tukang masak Sadiq.
tukang prepare brg2 bbq pon Sadiq.

The last straw... da pat pit... tukang bakar pon Sadiq.
and i was chucked at one side.

fucking binget lor.
he wants me to help.
oh pls. i didnt even lift a finger to help.
ZILCH! bole buat muka ronyok lagi.
haha.

being in ultra-petty mode.
i refused to eat anything.
or drink anything.
sampai la ade rock concert dlm perot at ard 11+pm.

buroks giles babis punyes perangais.

lol.

but wat reali i wanna story2 about today is Sadiq's romantic side.
seriously hopelessly romantic sak.

few days back, he gave me a wrist rest (when using the mouse)
and wrote a short note on dat thing

"this is the only support dat i can give now. but there's more to come from me"

geddit? geddit?

den yesterday, he burnt a CD for me.
siap dgn gmbr kita and titled "for my dear Jaja" printed on the CD (yek eleh pakai lightscribe)
and the songs smua kirekan kalau nak on setting kene "turn ur lights down low"
hahaha

so de thing is...
his frens wanna play the CD at the pit yesterday.
and dis BF of mine turned beetred.
wakakakakak
malu la konon.

like i said earlier... setting turn ur lights down low kan...
so at 2+am when we are heading back Father Bear requested to play the CD.
and at the back sumpah da mcm multi species fishes dlm tin yg da expire.
ikan bilis 3 ekor and ikan jaws 4 ekor anak ikan sekor.
ok ok digress lagi (-________-)zzzzzz

so... i was sitting with my back towards him
when the CD started playing
he pulled me into his arms.
held me tight and whispered "listen carefully"
wakakaka at dat very moment... aku cair meleleh eh.
ahahaha and sway left to right. held my hand. nuzzle at my shoulder.
goodness. and when de song "All My Life" was played.
the grip he was giving me tightened.
kirekan mcm da kene squeeze sak aku.
hahaha Sadiq, Sadiq...

kau ni da mcm closet romantist ah.

i'm sure Mother Bear and Father Bear wont believe dis.
wakakakak
coz thruout they onli see we kutok/diss/shout/scream/punch/pinch/kick each other.

tol tak? tol tak?

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

The pace at work has slowed down a bit.
and i'm working VERY smart now instead of working real hard.
Prolly due to the extra help i'm getting from the intern and dat new guy.
After so long... i managed to knock off at 6pm sharp for 2 weeks+ already


and my pimples have stopped growing.

the past 3 months has been pure hell i tell u.
at the age of ALMOST 22... i had a pimple breakout.
veryvery late re-puberty. haha

up till now...
i'm still clueless wats de cause of de breakout.

Prime reason maybe,

1) Very Very Stressed with work and money and more money.
2) The Kidney Repairing Medication
3) Revlon Foundation and Two Way Cake
4) My massive consumption of peanuts cap Jari. hahaha

To rectify the face, i stopped
1) Stressing myself about work. i went out more with Sadiq
and irritate the hell out of each other.
2) I took the medicine every other day
3) I Peng-ed back to Loreal and Maybelline
4) still no action taken.

nyahahaaha

goodness gracious.
i keep on seeing Sadiq evrywhere man.
nk kate hallucination...
aku tk reti nk pumpberg ni smua.
wakakaka entah lah eh.


and btw jen... aku bukan tamak cinta...
AKU TAMAK POKER CHIPS! lalalala

Sadiq's favourite line when poker-ing "Dear... (insert ANGELIC face) Trust me on dis"
and immediately he go for ALL in and LOSE ALL.
ahahahah
k la. sape2 yg tk otak poker mcm aku tkkn faham
tapi pls tkmu mcm paham k.


have a good day/week/month/year people!
whichever is applicable till my next post. hahaha

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

When i met u, that guarded wall, just crash onto the ground.
Without hesitation, i gave u my fully loaded trust.
Starting from scratch, boy am i glad to say, "i'm by ur side thruout"
We may fight and hurl abusives at one another like nobodies business.
But its just our way to show affection.

With u, my patience was put to the ultimate test.
See... i'm just like u and u're just like me.
Strongheaded yet lembek like marshmellow.
One problem after another, yet we pulled thru.

Dat twinkle in ur eyes fascinate me still.
From the very first day up till now.
When u smile with that exasperated sigh.
My heart jumped with joy.
U're opening up urself.
And dats an achievement.

U're my pride.
U're my new found bestfren.
U're my pillar of strength.
U're my advocate whether i'm wrong or right.

Ur presence belittle all problems no matter how big or fucked up they are.

Sadiq Hassan, u're the greatest lover of all.
Don't pity. Just love me. Whole heartedly.

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥