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Wednesday, May 27, 2009
dah setahun dahhhhhhh


so...
on 27th May 2009 marks my 1st year being with CWT Logistics.
Time reali flies. so fast and voila~! dah setahun.

i still vividly remember...
My 1st day of work...

asek TER-doze off jek.
Teaching the French administrators to smoke kretek.
Using Skype to report problems to the Seafrigo's HQ in France.
Working on Sat and Sundays for the F&N set up.
Had Pizza for Lunch and Mcdonalds practically evryday
Being over excited coz the warehouse is COOL.
at minus twentyfive degrees celsius...
Its definitely cool.

lol
i'm talking in circles.

So the point is...
I proved to Mummy that I can work.
and i dont job hop.

i've been swearing and be sweared at.
i've been shouting and got shouted back
i've been getting stressed up till the extend of having pimple breakouts.
(this is fuckin serious man. PIMPLES saaaak!!)
i've behaved barbaric-ly and i learn to speak a lil Cina (PRC style)
u noe thank you pronounced as (fhaaankk Q!)

I am thankful. I am blessed.


Rina is having an op instead of normal labour.
coz chepetz junior just don wanna comeout.

i cant wait. reali reali cant wait.


♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

Tuesday, May 26, 2009
a fren in need.


been doing alot of reflections during my weekend.
kononnye SOUL SEARCHING.

on 23rd May, The Mr was detained at Tuas 2nd Link.
it was 3 am in the morning sia.
and he was decked in his pyjama pants.
sungguh tk glamour.
I received a msg from him and Ajut.
by de time i wake up ard 3.30 am.
it was too late. the Mr Was uncontactable.

after which i just couldnt sleep back.
was online on msn. chattin half heartedly.

i even went jogging wif gramma at 7am. ahhaha
ME? JOG? dat was so unlikely of me.

after the jog... i am still restless.

till 11.30 am... i got a call from him.
senang je dia ckp
"dear, bail me out k? bwk i/c skali. i'm 4 thousand dollars worth"

and he's at Bedok Station.
From Tuas to Bedok? kejimbet punye jauh.

called Ajut up. asking him to accompany me.
why Ajut eh? its saturday pe...
most people preoccupied already.
and knowing Ajut... he'll go to any extend helping a fren in need.
towed in a cab, he pick me up from my void deck and off we go to Bedok.

haha meleret kape.

thruout that morning.
i've been tinking alot.
who are ur frens.
the real frens.

as for Kay... thanks alot babe.
for listenin and asking.
i needed that.
thank you for not making assumptions.
reali appreciate it.
and i love u too.
(the head was too muddled up on saturday to reply to a simple "i love u")

In situations like dis made me realise... when u're in deep shit... most people tend to disappear. and when u're up again, they'll be running back.

try being in my shoes. and u'll understand.

wat is left with the phrase "a fren in need is a fren indeed".

nothing. zilch.

hah i digressed alot didnt i.
so after bailing him out...
had our BRUNCH at Bedok's Interchange Banquet.
anytime anyday... i'll stick to gramma/mummy/mine/daddy/TheMr cooking
the sirloin steak was kinda tough and the taste was bland.
the crinkle cuts was overfried. urgh. not worth it man.

cabbed to Boon Lay. (thanks eh Ajut)
the Mr washed up and after dat we watched Angels and Demons @ JP.
the plot is interesting. but i still prefer reading the book tho.
more detailed and there's no limit to my imagination. LOL!

both of us ended up with a sore butt...
hahs as we were already seated at 7.10 and the movie ended almost to 10.
bontot aku semot2 sak.
had dinner and went to Boon Lay again to meet his frens
i reached home about 2 am.

ape sak aku merepek-ings ni

lol

and on SUnday, went to Zura's place again.
haha
i stil havent got them their house warming gift.
heesh...
this couple is a pain in my ass sia...
LOL! and thanks for all the advice.
Sadiq would have been a goner if not for the two of dem.

and we're going across the Straits dis end June wif Bob&Zura.
hehe nak carik kain
nak carik pasal
nak carik makan

Sewa kreta Honda eh dear eh eh eh.


♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

Saturday, May 23, 2009
my prayers.


Dear Allah,

You saw how happy he was.
You saw how grateful he was.

But all this was shortlived.
Why?

Is there more den meets the eye?
Give me guidance dear Allah.

If he's done wrong, let him have his punishment.
If he hasn't, pls protect him.
And he's not a jinx dear Allah.
He's a changed man.

I need strength.

Amin


♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

Thursday, May 21, 2009
summary


nari aku tknk bnyk bunyi.
coz BANYAK BUAL BANYAK BOHONG

1) Too many political issues at work.

2) Rina ajak aku rompak bank. But I rather rob a Sushi Shop instead

3) Its either u bother or u dont. Coz dat
"i.noe.evrything-i'm.de.best" attitude is not needed


4) When I'm not retaliating means u're no match for me. got my number.
holler me up. meet me n see da kene penumbok terase ke tk

5) Still considering for the Chalet or Yatch get away trip.

6) Calling up Rina everyday pressurising her to give birth.
Husband dia pon tk se-kiasu aku.

7) Pestering Kama to get married.

8) Wondering wat house warming gift to get for Zura&Bob./
engagement gift for Dya&Afad

9) Meet up dis people pretty soon
Ida/Kay/Nanawae/Mekmek/sophistikaGTC

10) Find ways to avoid the MARRIAGE topic.
The Mr has touched this topic like 6 times within 4 days


♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Chepetz Junior


Rina... Oh Rina.......

Bila kau nak bersalin ni?
Cepat la anak kau klua....

but on weekdays k.
Bile kau nye bag air meletop ke.... tgh sarat nak beranak ke....
cepat2 sms aku la.
jadi aku leh amek halfday.
hahaha

i just cant stop looking at her dat day.
bile dia tgh diam... very angel-like and serene looking.
once she opens her mouth... all sorts of vulgarities spurts out.
i'm unaware dat an expectant mother nose would be kembang
i made fun of Rina's belly button and she's irritated by it. LOL!


Chepetz Shaw Junior... Come Soon. :)
and may u be as hot as ur mum... hehehe


p/s: Kay bile kau nak khawin? aku nak jadik mak andam kau bole? atau flower girl ke? mak pengantin ke. wakakakak


♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

Friday, May 15, 2009
dunia.. dunia....


fakes a *boohoohoo*
HOME ALONE AGAIN!!!
my family is going to KL dis weekend.
one of the relatives from maternal side gettin married.
erm pardon me for my ignorance with regards to my relatives.
hope dat mummy will go to KLCC and get me that eyepoppingmindreelingsalivadrooping GUESS top for me

so its (kama did i apply the word ITS correctly? LOLS!) just gonna be lil bro and me.
and my lovely parents simply cant choose a better day.
before my payday.
so i guess i'm gonna be a rotting couch potato....
am reali praying hard that The Mr will bring me out. LOL
oh well...we'll see how thing goes.

and i'm no longer pissed. i've gotten my Peppermint ice cream.
*senyom melerets*

blogging is so much fun aint it?
**bitching is so much exhilarating.
u never noe wat kind of response u'll get.

and i came across blogs which states they're affiliated to Islam.
wow. dats reali commendable.
being proud of ur religion.

BUT IT'LL BE SUCH A DISGRACE WHEN THE BLOG IS

- filled with images of booze...
- filthy pics of boobs spilling out from his/hers(huh??) top.

and etc etc. however i admit i'm somehow guilty for the acts mentioned above.

ntahlah eh...
DUNIA DUNIA........


**Just for the note.
BITHCHING IS NOT EQUIVALENT TO BEING WILD.

p/s no names mentioned nor directly referring to anyone.
takmu pandai2 nak terasa ok. LOL LOL


♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Workload overload


my workload never seems to end
infact its gotten worse.

nvr in my life work has made me dis peanuts
just too plain overwhelming.
seriousli tinking of quitting.
but when considering the employment rate now.

i'd rather breathe. sit back. swear. curse like nobody's business and get back to work.

and and
one more thing.
somehow or rather.
i noe u'll be reading my blog.

its been 2 years and u just cant get it over and done with.
hah dis is how 23 year old MAN nowadays behave
bearing grudges. restricting the GF. HATING ME.
reason being... i'm being me and it irks u alot.
wat irks u more... ur GF finds us a fun bunch to hang out wif.
and u fear ur GF will behave like us.

excuse me ur highness in case u're unaware.
Ur GF have a mind of her own and she can jolly well tink which is good or bad.
we dont do the extreme stuff.
we aint junkies.
we dont rob or steal.
we dont kill.
havent u heard... "girls just wanna have fun?"

how KUNO can u be sia?

and pls stop using big extravagant words.
LOL
ur command of English sucks.
and when u include those "chim big" words.

u made urself look VERYVERYVERYstupid.

and to the GF... i bear no grudge towards u two.
i just find ur BF pathetic.

ur feedback is utmost welcome.
but pls... with simple yet smart english ok.


♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

Thursday, May 07, 2009
west coast-ing


had dinner wif fellow amigos on 06/05/09
@ Ayer Rajah Food Centre.
almost every1 ate Indian Delicacy xcept 4 Phumba...
smua biber amaran terakhir eh...
after dat we sat @ a nearby garden n talk cock....


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the Ladies....
Meets the Men
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The Mr, Phumba & Fai

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Double Js

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RaMei RaMei....

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Pose P Plate

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Our Cute Jen Jen... :) Good Luck for Saturday.
We'll come with banners and pompoms... NOT!!! hahaha


♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

white flag


I Siti Khadijah Binte Mokhtar hereby declare that from today onwards,

- i'll just listen if anyone needs a listenin ear
- i shall not offer any single word of advice.
- i would learn to be passive and not so active anymore.

coz i realised today...
no matter how much advice i gave to people... (sometimes till the extend of my mouth foaming)
the one who ends up deciding is he/she and not me.
so no point getting my mouth filled with foam
not worth it.
the advices given were treated like go in right ear. come out left ear
wakakakak
pecah kape aku punye peribahasa omputeh
LOL!

bout being passive....
words are mightier den de sword.
:)


♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

Sunday, May 03, 2009
love is just a word


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first & foremost
CONGRATS JEN!!!!
for getting to the next round in Anugerah.
mesti kau nyanyi dgn penuh emosi.
maklomla lagu sungguh bermakna.... ahahah
i'm happy for u babe. :)

movin 4ward...
dat pic above is my new ezlink sticker...
The Mr bought it and immediately pasted it on my ezlink..
sweetness.....
hahaha

made a wasted trip to TTS.
only can admit one visitor.
so merepeks.
patient is even not allowed to go down to the lobby.
unreasonable tol.....


♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

Saturday, May 02, 2009
bugis


the meetup yesterday was so-so
i felt kinda bored with nothing much to do.
and nothing to spend.
nyahaha
and i've got no one else to blame but myself.

met Ella for the 1st time...
and she seems a lil bit shy.
softspoken la kononnye.
the initial plan was to find her slua umbrella...
but she dropped de idea and we just moped around waiting for the Mr to come.

i dare not put my finger to anything.
but it felt kinda funny.
Jen & Phumba...
just funny ah.
but i'll just cast the feeling aside.

urgh... workin today.
menci! menci! menci!

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i heart her sia...

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wif Ella....

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the other 2 nak step small. so hide behind me eh...

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orang gilas

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Phumba FAIL ah

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Phumba and the curly bastard.

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The Mr.......

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our 1 and a half hour bus ride whoring session...
nyahahahaha


♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

Friday, May 01, 2009
voila!~


so mendaks sia.
PH today.
2moro still must go kilija.
"HALF DAY"
poof!~ there goes my LOOOooOOonnnggg weekend.

meeting some of the sophis layta.
confirm all become whores.
camwhore like gila.

tryin to get myself hyped up.
but.... cannot ler....


♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥