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Sunday, August 31, 2008
merajokin AKU MERAJOK DGN FARAH betol tak Rina........... haha i got soreeyes.... :( bnyk taik beb.. lol  Rina...  very random. Wednesday, August 27, 2008
occupying those moments well well well... i've been busy i watched the kallang roar on Sunday afternoon... it was "Yawn" with a frenster fren. i don wanna ellaborate more.. coz he's "DOUBLE YAWN" in de evening... i met wif a tagged fren. aka Tellytubby Jahat. ended up... went karaokeing at Party World Yishun Safra. haha his company was awesome. :)
on Tuesday Nite.. met up wif Abu. we went to Singapore Flyer and ate @ Popeye's He and his Mamut jokes. and i still cant get angry at him.
OMG jaja... dis is so friggin aimless. wat i wanna share is just dat... WE CANT RUN AWAY FROM FATE. seriously... lets rewind back to year 2004... Our fren Kid... has a CUTE fren named Khai.... Well... i just couldnt be bothered. coz during dat point of time... i am not so boy crazy. hahah year 2005 whilst waiting for our O results... we jadik Minah Kilang @ SCI Sanmina and wallaah! terjumpe dis Khai again.... But den again... i couldnt be bothered. Fast Forward 2007 i was having my attachment in Keppel Logs. and...... Our dear Mr Khai was a delivery driver there dah... haha so... i was de one who tegor-ed him... peramah la katekan. i tot i wanna help him n Kid be in contact again. Skali si so the moral of the story is... JAJA HAS MOVED ON. hahaha
ok lame la... i met him juz now....and now i cant stop humming to Fuad Rahman's Rindu.
Sunday, August 24, 2008
satuday its been a bad day turned good. i reported for work at 8am. and end it at 5pm its like a normal workin day. whereas its a Saturday. and i'm supposed to be at Hougang Stadium @ 2 pm. have dis concert amal thingy for Jamiyah. i signed up for dis monthly donation thingy from Lan aka PAP. and being his favourite girl... i managed to sweetalk him to gif me 2 tix. haha but due to another stock take.. (thanks eh F&N) i juz couldnt make it. and de system sucks also. dis french retards. gee. so... due to lack of entertainment, i entertained myself. haha  den when i finally get to buzz off... i met up wif Farah n Tatat biase la hang out and be stupid. kehkehkeh whilst melepaking at de park near my place, Farah managed to get net access. and her matrep fren is so so so _____ (pls fill in de blanks. i just couldnt find a suitable word) kekek sia. he took so long to on de webcam and when he on it... TADAAA  mcm siax. i guess he is camera shy. but we're laughin our asses off i tell u. such a retard. haha i bought a bar of cadbury crunchie and left it open on de bench. and when i wanna eat it... ants are like all over. fuck. i dont care. i chase all de ants away. (not all maybe) and continued eating hence... de name Ma'mut revived. haha well dis is actuali kinda random. juz wanna share wif u all a vid. starring 2 of my bestest lovelies (atho they're not reali dat luvable to me) haha haha kecoh sia ini dua olang i luv u both  Wednesday, August 20, 2008
ma'mot sape had an stupid convo wif an old fren. lets name him ABU. Abu: Any happening things dat u did during ur childhood. at dat point of time i was tinking... "gile pe deknie.. time kecik2 happening wak dia" Me: No la... mane ade happening... buat keje bodo je... Abu: Keje bodo eh? ellaborate sikit bole. Me: Ouh.. time kecik2 dulu i pantang nmpk semut pat lantai. i nmpk je semut.. i kejar (pause...) Abu: and den ape jadi? semot kejar u balek ke? Me (dgn penoh semangat) takdela! i gi mkn semot tu. Abu: (spontaneously) haha JAJA MOT! Me: Sembarang je.. Jaja gemok. bukan MOT. Abu: No la... its Ma'mot. Me: Ma'mot pe makhlok sia u... Abu: Makan Semot. (continuos laughter) See.. Stupid2 conversation i have. But i didnt get mad at him. he's too nice and we have de same eyes. one of my stupid reasons y i didnt get pissed. Like finally... i made a new passport last week. all thnx to PAP. got a lift from him. he paid for the passport. juz because... his exhaust pipe kena my leg. and left a very hideous burnt mark. UGLY gile bapak sia. well frens, alot of thinking have been done lately. i gotta get a grip on myself. if he doesnt matter bout his life den y should i. its true dat i was de one who initiate de separation. but the unacceptable fact was... i was replaced like WITH IMMEDIATE EFFECT sia. Gile pe. i just noticed... lately my posts has all been bout words and more words. De next post, i'll post up pics. With all the gorgeous souls ard me i feel kinda funny. i miss Farah, Rina n Tatat. I miss Yatie n Nana. i miss Nanawae. i miss AinMEK. i miss Kay. ( dok if u're readin dis... jus wanna tell u dat "AKU TK NAK BLAJAR YOGA!!") final conclusion.. one thing dats for sure... MATS N MINAHS MIX WELL. KANINENE(a colleague of mine taught me to say dis. try it out. its addictive. KANINENE) Tuesday, August 19, 2008
rain i am supposed to be happy. hah yeah rite. it was raining dis morning.. i didnt bring an umbrella. neither a cardigan. does dis sound familiar "i luv cryin in de rain. coz nobody can see dat i'm crying." and yeah. i entered de office wif mascara, tears and rain smudged eyes. it hurts alot. to tink dat i cried for him... speed of light dgn sekelip mata... Acit has found a replacement. congrats..... hahaha i'm free Saturday, August 16, 2008
anak buang tkde cara yeah anak buang tkde cara. kau da langgar wire. kau buat gitu... kau da submit nyawa kau la beb kau siap la eh. jgn salahkn aku if bawang end up leaving u. u don like de things i did. say it to my face and i'll apologise. not putting up shout outs at frenster. dat is so child like games darlin. i tink u juz sux till ur bf turn to me for comfort. come eat my words up. yeah i'm havin a distressin session wif de black clan laydees soon @ yew tee park (romantic kapa) its gonna be Nana, Diana n Yatie n me. Bitchin session baybee. heh lets get tipsy ladies :) i am sorry i am sorry. i thought we are strong enuf. but we're not. i reali tink dat time and space will lead us to a better path. i guess i was wrong. the feelings just fade away. i'm neither happy nor sad. and not even angry. i'm emotionless. and better still........ i'll fuck up those people who are tryin to get near. urgh. i find every little thing he did faulty. i am an ungrateful ingrate. he is always the one who is standin by me tolerated all my mood swings. tantrums & vulgarities i will throw. but he will just take it with patience. WHERE IN THE WORLD CAN I GET ANOTHER GUY LIKE HIM? i am such a lucky bastard and i didnt know how to appreciate it. geee i don wanna be de bad person here. but i cant possibly live like dis. i just cant stay where i am now. i wanna move ahead. and with him. i feel kinda restricted. financially i guess. maybe. just maybe... i'm having too high standards out of dis relationship. i wanna go forward. whereas... he just wanna take things slow. and i don like it. i want him but not him like him understand? no? neither do i. dis sux alot. i'm feelin tied down. i'm definitely trapped in confusion. where is it leading? is my fate sealed to be wif Acit? Or is it just one of those life lessons. i'm still as confuse as hell :( Mummy.... help me Sunday, August 10, 2008
sickly i'm sick. cough. flu. runnin a temperature. stayed at home de whole day yesterday. today i'm going out! with who? wahahahaha Guess urself. bye bye Thursday, August 07, 2008
empty on nights like dis. how i wished i wasn't me de empty air i've to fill it up on my own. ggrrr i am no kidding. im just plain lonesome. i've got the space i wanted. but den... the hollowness is too overwhelming la. it sucks alot. ye ye yelahtu u're enjoying it rite Siti Khadijah? hahah i'm signing off tonight feeling lonely. damn. in need of company man. Wednesday, August 06, 2008
luv of my life  this girl rite here. she's de luv of my life. nothing can beat de feelings i have for her. today is her special day. u are now 20 moron hahahaha had a tiny weenie celebration last nite.... bought her a winnie de pooohdle cake and it taste like yucks. bawang was there too. haha and yeah. we talked and at the end of de night... i gave her a kiss... and both was stumped. coz our frenship... hahaha mostly was made of ego... haha i luv u bitch i reali do. :) and de thing with bawang... u take ur time la bodo. don do the same mistake twice. and i still tink u're pathetic lor..... yabedabedoooooo! Monday, August 04, 2008
i'm sweet i am feelin so so so sweet now... blessed with the sweetlings around me. first up... when i reached de office... a small package was on my table... its Famous Amos! Cinnamon Raisin haha whole 200g of it... Thanks Sean! Sean's my colleague. and i luv him! haha the wonders wat sweets will do to a PMS-ing lady den after lunch... a wholebox of donuts. another surprise.... hehe a customer dropped by and gave us those sweet round things. ye Jaja.. sweets. siap kau bile g checkup..... heeesshh my blood is sweet. haha have a great week people Sunday, August 03, 2008
Nisa Tag! to cool myself down, i'll do dis tag which Nisa asked me to do. Breathe... Hopefully no grosteque images i'll choose. hah a) Answer the question below, do a Google Image Search with your anwer, take apicture from the first page of the results, do it with minimal words of explanation. b) Tag 5 people to do the same once you've finished answering every question. 1_ The age u'll be on ur next birthday 21st bebeh. Suweet  2_ A place u'll like to travel to The exotic island of Mauritius!  3_ Your favourite place Cafe Le Caire Al Majlis  4_ Your favourite food B&J Dublin Mudslide  5_ Your favourite colours Purple & Green and tadaa comes out BARNEY  6_ Your favourite piece of clothing Dorothy Perkins  7_ Your favourite song Child by NIDJI  8_ Your favourite TV show Little Lulu  9_ First name of your significant other/crush M. yes M means MOO.  10_ The Town in which you live in Yew Tee Kia. hahaha  11_ Your screen name/nickname Katmoz darlin!!!  12_ Your first job Security Guard @ The Madeira  13_ Your dream job Tour Guider  14_ A habit you have Smokin my life away  15_ Your worst fear Being an OUTCAST  16_ The one thing you'd like to do before you die Paint like Mr Kostabi  17_ The first thing you'll buy if you get $1 000 000 A dream Villa in BALI.  DABES... and by now i'm slightly not pissed. :) 5 mangsa's (HUH?!?! MANGSA wif 's?) CACALIESA DY-IDA NURA LIYANA ixyce FIFI bitchy PMS eats me up. i cant help it. every little thing irrates me. and de biggest irritant currently; The BF. yeah i wanna kick him i wanna punch him i wanna trample him i wanna slap him i hate his MrSoftee attitude i hate his fickled mind i hate him being so clingy i hate his family. YES read my WORDS. I FUCKING HATE HIS FAMILY adds up I HATE HIM y did i get into dis shit in de 1st place. urgh urgh every little thing adds up now. i am de materialistic shit. we're getting nowhere. u don wanna change den i'll change. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH i'm fucking fucking fucked up in the head. i donoe la. Farah reali reali set me straight and watever she said is right i'm materialistic i care about status and yeah. i'm ashamed dat he's just a car washer. coz y? it aint enough. people look down on him as a GF is i shud be supportive. (but havent i been supportive for the past year?) haiz i long for lots and lots of things. but he cant even fulfill me dat. See people.... LOVE IS JUST NOT ENOUGH. to fuck with love. i need SPACE. arrggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh |
