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Saturday, March 29, 2008
The B word Betrayed was she hOw cOuld he She's aware hOw imperfect she was sincerity, faith & time was all she needed nOw onli hatred waS left de tenderneSS she gave waSn't enuf de trust; gOne de emOtiOns; drained de gal; empty laced herself wif pity dejectedly crept back intO sOlace de onli place she cOuld keep her feelingS safe & unscathed vulnerable & raw. de state she's in nOw didn't realiSe hOw gullible she was till NOW.
The betrayer killed her. trippin part 2 sOmetimeS I sit n stare They just have nO clue. dat I can b a fren dat is reali true I wish dat life cOuld be fun Monday, March 24, 2008
3PL In school... We learnt bout 3PL... which is 3rd Party Logistics. they help with de repacking etc etc but i've got my own definition of 3PL... 3rd Party Lover. which is de ones people detest. and i personally hate. but i'm becomin a hypocrite. coz i'm a 3PL. Matters of de heart. de department which i has and will always be helpless in. i believe in Karma. and i don want it to happen to me. :( Monday, March 17, 2008
trippin hey boy u keep on trippin. and its gonna fall over again. a year has passed. n we're still frens. sigh. Sunday, March 16, 2008
crossroads wats runnin in my head now. i'm totally clueless. i'm now at a junction where i've got to choose which way i wanna go. i'm not gettin any younger n i've got to make choices. QUICK! but... like wat i've blogged abt before... bad habits die hard. and i tend to turn back. which de temptation is overwhelmin. TOO overwhelmin. and i'm sick of dis. i tot by keepin myself bz... i could run away from it. but hell no. i'm becomin a coward. not wantin to face de cold hard reality. and i when it comes to making decisions... i simply cant speak up my mind. i got tongue tied. i'll juz nod and smile. and FEIGN SINCERITY. f*ck! i cant keep on running back. reali i cant. its not gonna get me anywhere. NOWHERE AT ALL. and when i turn to another path... all that haunt me is.... uncertainity. u noe like hanging without a rope. defying gravity. hah must be wonderin bout wat i'm blaberin bout from juz now. But for certain... i'm still clueless till now. Saturday, March 08, 2008
my luvly parents. parents. i juz don understand dem. when i'm enjoyin life rottin at home, they said they cant stand lookin at me being a bum. and kept bugging me to get a job whilst waiting for my results to be released. now dat i'm werkin... they keep on tryin to persuade me not to go. reason being... they sympathise lookin at de exhausted me. hahahah gee parents. i simply cant understand dem. but who cares... at least they cared. unlike some dot dot dot. its been onli 3 days. and there's dis "abg" da mula maen darah. WTF! eeeeewww! so old siak. i'm fine if u wanna hang out wif me during breaks. i'm fine if u wanna talk. i'm fine if u wanna tag along. i'm fine if u wanna sit beside me. BUT i'm not fine if u suggested to rub my back. i'm not fine if u keep on touching me whilst talking. i'm not fine if u keep on STEP TERLANGGAR! AARRGGGHH!!!! i gotta SMS!! *Save My Self* eeeeewwww sickly old CHIKOPEK! yucks! Wednesday, March 05, 2008
wallpaper Me & Mek was having dis briefing session last week at Philips. and i get bored so damn easily. and knowing dat my hp has malfunctioned. i borrowed mek's hp and snap a few pics. and one particular pic... reali got my attention. and straightaway put is as Mek's screensaver. lawa gile sey de pic.hahahah  Da mcm berok muke aku. KAN KAN KAN???? Tuesday, March 04, 2008
de left and rite after 2 weeks of searchin. i finally got a play2 job. well i reali reali need de money for de upcomin chalet. wat do u expect rite. put dat aside. i just gotta pen down dis incident i had just now afternoon. i'm not being biased or watsoever. i juz find it hillarious. had dis kilang interview wif an agent at lakeside mrt station. de place was packed and de onli empty space left was on the left side of a cute guy. (mentel sak aku) mcm happy gitu dpt sit beside de guy. hahaha so fillin in the forms and cui2 de guy was all i did... seriousli i was in reali reali in a cuci mata mode juz now. five minutes later... de agent asked all of us to move closer together. and being de pemalas... i didnt budge an inch. ended up, the cute guy gotta move to my right. and dat was when i saw IT! yeah IT was huge.... reali reali huge..... A BIG BLACK HAIRY MOLE ON HIS RIGHT CHEEK!! hahahhahaha and spontaneously,,, i burst out laughing. hahahah its not nice to laugh at people. but i guess... its juz the child in me which was let loose. but stil... he is still cute. hahahh and den i went to Cavan Road to collect the prize money. Mum bought instant coffee mix last night. and in it was de scratch n win coupon. she's one of de lucky 100 people who won de $30. i collect it. so i spent it. in less den 5 mins. see how spendthrift i can be. went to Queensway shppng Ctr wif Farah. its her off day. and she wanna go shoppin. i'm puzzled actuali. she's not dat big. and she insists dat all the clothing is too small! crazy bitch! hahaha her waist is ard 34-36... and she insisted on buying a pair of jeans in size 44. and a cardigan in size xxxxl. dah gile kwn aku nie sorang. ended up... she altered the jeans and bought a cardigan in size xl. she's crazy. but i luv her. and i sold off my hp. ggrrr stupid problematic fon. so now.. no more mms-ing pics to Farah. No more bluetooh-ing songs and pics and videos! argh stressss! Monday, March 03, 2008
paranoia big time. before i begin... i sincerely apologise to whoever tinks dis post is inappropriate. first its Dean. now its Ooze man. Come on. i've got nothin to do wif dem anymore. so pls stop bugging me. i've deleted all de related pics. Satisfied now madames?? haiz... Ur BF luvs u alot. so wat are u girls gettin paranoid about? Sunday, March 02, 2008
east side rendevous it was supposed to be a girls day out... planned to go to the NATAS fair tryin to get a gd bargain for our bkk trip. and ended up onli the 2 of us could make it which is Farah n me. atlast... wif the enthusiasm gone... we decided... to meet up wif baby imran at tamp. its kinda lame actuali. eating a tub of strawberry ripple n empty talk... i'm practically wasting my fags. not even halfthru... i'll dump it somewhere. hahah n after spending 3 hours lookin at Farah n Baby bickerin... i decided... enuf is enuf. suddenli i'm feelin sick in de stomach. n start to buat prangai. hahah. and after which... plan B was carried out. but Farah cant tag along. she's gotta werk in de morning. so i headed to Tanah Merah n waited for Bawang. After which we went to Simpang bedok n met his frens. dat one also talk cock. they said they're waitin for someone waited till ard 1 am and de person they've been waiting for came... and u noe for wat?? Bawang signed up as an AMWAY *not sure of de spellin* dealer. wat kind of sick joke is dis? talk and talk.... one of his frens decided dat they wanna go sheesha-ing. i was like... wobbly already. but still... who could resist sitting in de car with 3 hot guys? hahah so Al Majlis we went to..... and i'm sorry if i;m such a wetblanket... coz seriousli...i just wanna hit my comfy bed. and ard 3 am... i forced the 3 of dem to tapau n send me home. yeah. de 3 of dem is like residin in bedok. and i'm like so unreasonable. hahahahahha and they gave in the end. PS. another no brainer entry. |
