wats runnin in my head now.
i'm totally clueless.
i'm now at a junction where i've got to choose which way i wanna go.
i'm not gettin any younger n i've got to make choices. QUICK!
but...
like wat i've blogged abt before...
bad habits die hard.
and i tend to turn back.
which de temptation is overwhelmin. TOO overwhelmin.

and i'm sick of dis.

i tot by keepin myself bz...
i could run away from it.
but hell no.
i'm becomin a coward.
not wantin to face de cold hard reality.

and i when it comes to making decisions...
i simply cant speak up my mind.
i got tongue tied.
i'll juz nod and smile.
and FEIGN SINCERITY.
f*ck!

i cant keep on running back.
reali i cant.
its not gonna get me anywhere.
NOWHERE AT ALL.

and when i turn to another path...
all that haunt me is....
uncertainity.
u noe like hanging without a rope.
defying gravity. hah

must be wonderin bout wat i'm blaberin bout from juz now.
But for certain...
i'm still clueless till now.

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥