i cant help it.
every little thing irrates me.
and de biggest irritant currently;
The BF.

yeah
i wanna kick him
i wanna punch him
i wanna trample him
i wanna slap him

i hate his MrSoftee attitude
i hate his fickled mind
i hate him being so clingy
i hate his family.
YES read my WORDS.
I FUCKING HATE HIS FAMILY
adds up
I HATE HIM

y did i get into dis shit in de 1st place.
urgh
urgh
every little thing adds up now.

i am de materialistic shit.

we're getting nowhere.
u don wanna change
den i'll change.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH

i'm fucking fucking fucked up in the head.

i donoe la.

Farah reali reali set me straight
and watever she said is right
i'm materialistic
i care about status
and yeah.
i'm ashamed dat he's just a car washer.
coz y?
it aint enough.
people look down on him
as a GF is i shud be supportive.
(but havent i been supportive for the past year?)
haiz
i long for lots and lots of things.
but he cant even fulfill me dat.

See people....
LOVE IS JUST NOT ENOUGH.

to fuck with love.

i need SPACE.

arrggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥