urgh.
very foul mood i'm having dis week..
apart from the mood
the appetite...
mintak ampun eh.
seriousli...
i'm forever hungry sia...
like yesterday..
i ate 4 meals.
breakfast
lunch
earli dinner.
late dinner.
(earli and late eh?)

it must be de medication i tink.
i'm like always blaming the medication.
or the pms
or watever

i am angri at myself
i am angri at the happy people ard.
i get fuckin pissed with guys.
i just dont get it.
even abu also kena fuck.


wat the hell is happening?


i'm sorri coz i don have funny2 piercings on my body
i'm sorri coz i don have the perfect female figure
i'm sorri coz i don have tribal designs inked on my body.
i'm sorri coz i don have the branded stuff.
i'm sorri coz i cant afford to own all the latest gadgets.
i'm sorri coz i cant behave more lady like.
i'm sorri coz i just shoot watever feels like coming out of my mouth.
i'm sorri coz i cant be the perfect person on that poster.

i am unaware of my shortcomings.
but i'm proud of me

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥