iIF ever i get 3 wishes from my green genie
i'll wish for.........
this heart to be emotionless
so dat watever happened.
it wont matter anymore.

the pain has been bottled up long enough
keepin de hours bz wif work, my girls and guys.
yes. guys. never a week went by without a date.
but still de gap bored in the heart was NEVER filled.
except maybe for one.
just one.
if he did not start with the touchy emotions...
i wouldnt even have felt for him.
but now, it seems dat evrythin was different from wen it started.

i didnt know wat went wrong.
i wasnt pushing him or anything.
i just prefer to let my feelings be known
maybe he read me wrong.

before his ego went right up to his brains,
jus a gentle note,
i dont lack company... attention/affection yes.
and he seems available and willing.
like i said...

he made my life more bearable since the day it was wrecked.

Ashraf Ismail...
Thanks alot.
:)

The other 2 wishes...
till next time

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥