i feel restless.
i don feel peaceful.
i've been a badass.
i've hurt her.

i feel so fuckin guilty.

DO YOU GUYS KNOW HOW FUCKIN PAINFUL IT IS?!?!

i loved her just like my family.
but y did i hurl those fuckin remarks?
WHY!?!?

WHY CANT I ACCEPT TATAT?
WHY CANT I ACCEPT THE FACT THAT SHE IS CLOSE TO TATAT NOW?
WHY TATAT?!
WHY NO LONGER ME?!

I SHOULD BE FUCKIN TATAT.
N NOT HER.
AND DIS TATAT
LIKE ONE KPO SEBOK2.


i am so hating everyone rite now.

gosh...
i need peace.
i need to calm myself down.
i've been a wreck dis week.

things are just aint de same without her.

but i feel betrayed.
left out.
used at times.

i just dont know.

WHAT WENT WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????????????

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥