the title has got nothing to do with my rants today
out of the sudden Adam Sandler came into my mind
the phrase he used in "anger management"

sidetracked (-,-)"

i am on "kemaruk gile babi" mode ah.
the happiness is so extreme till the extend of me crying to a happy happy song.
yeah its dat kemaruk.
spending 3 days with him. and dat aint enuf.
come on.. we're still having our honeymoon period sia...

he's seriousli considering shaving off dat mop of hair.
coz he irks him so much dat i keep on saying Vin Diesel's the man!
worth it meh?
he tinks by shaving that hair of his.. i'll shut up?
fat hope la eh.
most to most...
i'll go around calling him fat baldy.
wakakakakka

is he the one?



kekasih ku yg gelap. nyahahah

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

my turn to be kemaruks.
lol

i tink i've fallen.
big time.

the Mr is everywhere.
even on my bedroom ceiling wall.

yesterday...
we play "campak dry ice into the longkang"
hahaha mcm kanak kanak riang,

today he brought me back and forth
to woodlands.
amk.
hougang.
amk.
sembawang.

haha saket pantat jadi passenger yg tk bergerak.

goodness....

and..its 2am now...
he's picking me up at 9am later, wakakkaak
wait long long k curly porky.

mucho love... :)

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

yes.
it was meant to be men. not singular man.
hahaha i don't speak omputeh pecah ok.
quite a number of blogs i read thru/ followed thru
most of them.... *smacks forehead*

back to the title.
i am so proud of the men in my life.
basically there's 3 of dem.

Mokhtar B A____ R____ (haha i wont state daddy's full name as the Mr is so so adamant to noe my gramp's name)
Abdul Hakim B Mokhtar
Mohamad Sadiq Bin Hassan


Dear Mr Mokhtar,
i'm proud having u as my dearest dad! u've been the laidback, cool, calm, collected, cheeky, idioticly irritating at times kind of dad.
when i was still a kid... assesmennts books has been our connection bridge.
you would buy me dozens and dozens of it.
den i would have to do it.
but den... i would always ransack ur cabinet for the answer key.
and voila!~ i'd get 80/100 for most of the papers.
wakakaka without any workings/calculations.
and u would ask....
"mane working?"
"mcmane dpt answer?"
and i would blatantly lie...
"ade buat pat rough paper. tapi da buang ah!"
you knew i lied.
but nvr once ur fat fingers were laid on me.

ok la i digressed again! lol.
ur determination. reali reali made me proud.

just so u all noe... he's diabetic.
and he's been striving to let dat chronical unwanted disease fuck away.
he's reali determined i tell u.
and he gets wat he sowed...
he's sugar level did go down. by alot.

ABDUL HAKIM BIN MOKHTAR
my one and only sickenin baby bro.
(no matter how hairy u get, u're still my lil baby bro ok)

dis morning, we went out of the house together.
i was teasing him out APL ships. no jobs. no container etc.
but deep down inside.
onli God noes... how proud am i of him
he achieved something which i can nvr achieve.

when people ask "which course is ur brother in"
i would just shrug it off acting non-chalant and say "Nautical Studies"
hah! but inside me. i was bursting with pride.
my lil baby bro is gonna be so much more successful den me.
i ain't jealous. i am too happy for him.

Mohamad Sadiq Bin Hassan @ The Mr

despite the hardship thrown at him, he is still standing on his own feet.
we had a heart to heart talk last nite. (with the eye contact and the works. LOL!)
is he such a catch till there are so many obstacles dat i have to face just to be happy with him.
and i just received a call from the Mr...
he was superbly ecstatic.
he passed his practical test.

u shud thank God dear. Not me.

i guess... dis few days....
i'll be walking around with my head help up high.

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

i am craving for peppermint ice cream
(inside joke)
wakakakakkakakkakakakakkak

peppermint...
i'll nvr have enuf of it.
i'll never be satisfied no matter how much peppermint ice cream i ate.

tol tak jen?
nyahahahahahah

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

happy wednesday people!!~~

i just had a heated debate with a random guy on my msn list.
i can't stand his msn status.
"i pay ladies who provide service"
exploitation right?

just imagine... @ 8.30am in de morning u received a msg saying

"is ur face dat screwed up till u have to pay to get laid?"

LOL!!

and his answer was...
"oh no! i do dat just for the thrill of it."

wakakkakaa
he's trying to tell me gettin STD's and AIDS is a fucking thrill.
coz the girls he was with are in it for EASY money.
so they must be pretty EASY to everyone with the "kachings" rite?

it angers me actually.
an ugly guy like him.
exploiting girls.
(kalau mcm vin diesel tkpe jugak)
i guess.. money is power.

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

this word has been playin thru my mind like an infected track for quite some time
TRUST

picture dis.
a new acquaintance.
do we immediately trust him/her
or he/she gotta earn it 1st.


i've always said
"i dont trust people easily"
but den again...
i still get cheated/ lied at/ blablabla
so there's no point going around saying "i dont trust people"
wakakakka

but...
when we readily trust anyone.
wouldnt we be at risk of being called stupid and naive.

so tell me.
to trust or not to trust.

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

i am sorry.

now i've gotten a clearer view.
a better perspective.
understand the real situation.
which explains all the stupid2 things u did at times.
which pissed me off over and over again.

nothing else matters.
i am gonna stand up for you.
be firm with wat we believe in.

can Sadiq?

i was reali reali angri/pissed/mangkok wif him the night b4.
but once i saw dat mischievious twinkle in his eyes and dat lopsided grin of his...
all hell break loose right there and then in Norman's (one of his buddies) van.
i hampot-ed the Mr berbakol bakol. but smiling ah.

the 4 of us went car hunting.
@ tagore lane & ubi industrial.
i was bored man.


k la.
i am going for my checkup tomorrow.
yeay yeay tak keje! hahaha

and i am scared.
but not so. haha

Thank you Sadiq. We'll start anew.

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

kinda funny though
petua org tua dulu.
sometimes it works.
sometimes it doesnt.

u noe bite the shoe thingy.
obviously it doesnt work on me no matter how i bite the shoes.
my feet are still gonna get blisters.

and how bout the ketok sendok in the dapur
so that the guest will leave.
ini tidak eh.
the guest bole sleepover lagi pat ruma lagi ade.

and yesterday...
right after i got back home.
my nenek... draw a X on my punat.
using kapor.
just to reduce the lump.
wif a condition, it must be done in the evening
so wat do u tink?

is it gonna work or not? hahaha
oh well... i gotta finish up my work ASAP.
so i can reach home before evening ends...
u noe.. to get my nipples crossed. hahahaha

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

i'm resigning to fate.
first dis
now dat.
Wats next?

first..
i flare up.
about pleasing people.


and now...
i fear i might have breast cancer.
omg.
the possibilities are there.

and the Mr.
he isnt even around.
and i truly understand his situation.
but den... i still need someone. ANYONE!!

is dis Karma reali hitting me back?
Thrice harder?

and saw de news regarding sheesha last nite
cant de authorities loosen up the regulations?
its like over 80% of the customers came down for sheesha
with the rule of only 20% of the area allowed for smoking.
ridiculous kan.

IF ITS BECAUSE OF HEALTH REASONS LA KAN
PLS PLS PLS SEGREGATE THOSE WHO SHOWERED AND THOSE WHO DONT IN THE PUBLIC TRANSPORT AH
ITS VERY HEALTH DETEORIATING OK.
ONE WHIFF. I CAN GET MIGRAINE.
SECOND WHIFF, I'LL WINCE.
THIRD WHIFF, I'LL BLACK OUT MAN!

STUPID STUPID.

SOONER OR LATER ALSO DIE WAT.
TKNK KENE ASAP MOVE TO COUNTRY SIDE AH

AND BTW. I'M NOT ANGRY. I'M JUST LAZY TO HIT THE CAPSLOCK KEY
HEHEHEHE

Sadiq Hassan, i don't need the stars and such. All i need is u telling me.. Everything's gonna be alright.

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

"i promised to take u to the stars. but now, i cant even let u have a glance of it."

a very bad start.
the friggin WMS took a whole hour to load.
goodness gracious.
wasted 1 fuckin hour.
and the kaninene ahpeks are making noise outside.
they want to collect their oh-sooo-valuable-36-pallets-of-BABI
khinzir ok! babi! najis!
arggghhhh


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and they dont seem to understand.
we start work at 8.30AM.
and dis morons... saw us coming in at 8.15am.
if possible right there and then they want their request to be generated.
like hello. i don carry my pc and fax machine around ok.
at least have the decency to wait for us to settle down and do watever is needed to be done FIRST!
ni tidak. takut nah babi2 kau hilang.
dgr2 babi2 beku ni smua maseh ade kaki pe nk jln2.


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adding to dat... the system slowness.*smacks forehead*

one fucking hour to load.
one fucking hour having ahpeks putting in their heads at my counter window.
one fucking hour having kpochees checking out my screen.
eh hello! jadik LELAKI TKMU KPO SANGAT LA!



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my patience is reali running short man!

and lunch hours! lagi satu problem besar.
we've been operating for almost 2 years.
and the customers should noe dat 12.30-1.30 is our lunchtime
there's a sign at the door stating 12.30 till 1.30 is our lunch hours.
but these idiots... plain stupid or feigning ignorance... chose to come at that time.

got one fucker ah. he even dare go inside the office and look for the DO's himself.
Where's basic courtesy man?!
dont tell me in Malaysia his teachers didnt teach him ah.


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tu tak pasal.
since sean is no longer driving,
we'll just tapau our mkn ah.
and eat at our individual desk.
ni tua2 celaka kan..
wahpiang! makin seronok la.
knowing dat we are in the ofis.
naik sedap ah. nak collect timing gitu.
SELFISH BUNCH!
kadang2 kan...
mcm nak lenyek je makanan tu at their ugly faces.
geram tol!

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saturday no exception ok.
my office is supposed to close at 12.30
but this wanker...
chose to come at 1.30
so aku kene jadi bodo and wait for him?
gggrrrr
i am pissed. so much (ok. dis sentence sounds funny)



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and my weekend... was sooo oooh fab la eh
i spent the whole time either sleepin or playin mafia wars.
wakaka i am soulja katmoz kia (kimek name confuse abes)
and i didnt meet the Mr. kahkahkah except for yesterday.

u noe do wat?

watch him & his frens play takraw again (-,-)"
kimek. so de takde life aku ni.

i've watched fast and furios!
sembilan beb! hahaha
vin diesel... hot gile pe kau!

have a great week darlas!

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

i don't noe.
shud i be angry or happy....
confused banget gitu lor.

him: eh bagus ah aku tk jumpe kau.
me: huh?
him: aku lagi suke kalau tk jumpe kau. mcm gerek gitu.
me: huh!?!?!?
him: coz when i dont meet u... i'll miss u more and more.
me: (senyum meleret) abe da jumpe ni. apa kau ckp ni?
him: bile da jumpe kan.... Kau irritating nak mampos. irritated sak aku! hahahahha

dats de Mr for you.
bloody curly bastard!

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

i was pretty sleepy at 9 am just now.
and bit my tongue a few times whilst sleepin
haha

imagine...
i have to ship out 400+ orders.
sape tk ngantoks kan.

and i decided to blog.
but this itchy hand of mine.
godeh sane sini.
terpaksa ask for dya's help at last.
wakakakak

but nothing could be saved.
my codes are all messed up.

hence...
another skin....

and miraculously...
the sleepiness is like gone la eh
up till now...
i'm wide awake.
lols

my dear fren mrs phumba pon da kemaroks blogging.
and very de emo u noe.
step brutal jek.
prangai tkmo mcm si gothic/satanic tapi keep on saying "all men are the same!"

wakakaka
mcm paham.

i miss my sophistika's very much.
when can we meet?

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

like finally the Mr has got a permanent job.
n he's superbly excited coz he gets to drive a big machine which is so slow and unstable. (trust me on dis)
a trailer would be very unstable if its not laden with any container.

so back to the point...
no more freelancing sound engineering.

rimas tau aku tgk kau asek tkde job.

so work hard. driving dat trailer.
in PSA. and we'll go Mauritius together for our honeymoon
wakakak pikir jauh habes punye

dis was snapped 2 weeks back.

tupid pig. nak step kurus berdiri blakang aku and i look very big. babi tol.

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

the pie chart tells it all.
so...its gonna be a long long week i guess

i'm an emotional nutcase dis week.
i cried for a fren again.

haizzz

have a great week loves.
wish for mine to be great oo.

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥

today i kena april fool 2 times.

wakaka
wat kind of english is dat?

ok la. stop de april fool shit.

i slept at 3 last nite.
online poker wif Farah, Tatat, Uncle and The Mr.
i wasnt in de mood to play. and bz bickering with The Mr.
the cause: i demanded my 2k worth of poker chips back from the Mr.
hah! petty i know.

and i woke up at 5.30am.
poker-ed for awhile.
and guess wat... by the time i finish siap-ing...
its already 7.
nyahaha
so i'm late again.

so...
i've got 3 choices.

a) pretend to be sick and take mc
b) take cab.
c) step berak2 and kejot daddy and suroh dia antar.

wakakakak

ok la. dahlah bapak aku antar.
i still got the cheek to sleep inside the car.
my dad. being ever so caring...
suggested that i take mc if i am so sick.
lol

but kononnye buat brave act. step hero.
padahal tk saket pon.

so ungrateful kans.
org da antar. aku bole buat taik mata.
but i got my just deserts.

betol2 aku kene berak2 eh.

shit counter till 2.40pm: 4 hits.
wakakak

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥