yes.
it was meant to be men. not singular man.
hahaha i don't speak omputeh pecah ok.
quite a number of blogs i read thru/ followed thru
most of them.... *smacks forehead*

back to the title.
i am so proud of the men in my life.
basically there's 3 of dem.

Mokhtar B A____ R____ (haha i wont state daddy's full name as the Mr is so so adamant to noe my gramp's name)
Abdul Hakim B Mokhtar
Mohamad Sadiq Bin Hassan


Dear Mr Mokhtar,
i'm proud having u as my dearest dad! u've been the laidback, cool, calm, collected, cheeky, idioticly irritating at times kind of dad.
when i was still a kid... assesmennts books has been our connection bridge.
you would buy me dozens and dozens of it.
den i would have to do it.
but den... i would always ransack ur cabinet for the answer key.
and voila!~ i'd get 80/100 for most of the papers.
wakakaka without any workings/calculations.
and u would ask....
"mane working?"
"mcmane dpt answer?"
and i would blatantly lie...
"ade buat pat rough paper. tapi da buang ah!"
you knew i lied.
but nvr once ur fat fingers were laid on me.

ok la i digressed again! lol.
ur determination. reali reali made me proud.

just so u all noe... he's diabetic.
and he's been striving to let dat chronical unwanted disease fuck away.
he's reali determined i tell u.
and he gets wat he sowed...
he's sugar level did go down. by alot.

ABDUL HAKIM BIN MOKHTAR
my one and only sickenin baby bro.
(no matter how hairy u get, u're still my lil baby bro ok)

dis morning, we went out of the house together.
i was teasing him out APL ships. no jobs. no container etc.
but deep down inside.
onli God noes... how proud am i of him
he achieved something which i can nvr achieve.

when people ask "which course is ur brother in"
i would just shrug it off acting non-chalant and say "Nautical Studies"
hah! but inside me. i was bursting with pride.
my lil baby bro is gonna be so much more successful den me.
i ain't jealous. i am too happy for him.

Mohamad Sadiq Bin Hassan @ The Mr

despite the hardship thrown at him, he is still standing on his own feet.
we had a heart to heart talk last nite. (with the eye contact and the works. LOL!)
is he such a catch till there are so many obstacles dat i have to face just to be happy with him.
and i just received a call from the Mr...
he was superbly ecstatic.
he passed his practical test.

u shud thank God dear. Not me.

i guess... dis few days....
i'll be walking around with my head help up high.

♥even the slightest gesture meant so much♥ & i believe; u are gonna be the best thing dat happened♥